I remember the first time I tuned into the energy of my Being. It was 2007 and I was in Energy Healing School in Los Angeles, CA. Sitting out in the sunshine, on the grass, wind gently caressing my face, I perceived a pale, frail 3 year old little girl. There was such a sadness in her universe. She was neglected, hairless and afraid.
I reached out to her and called her towards me. I held her gently in my arms. In that moment, I became aware of how much I had been neglecting myself. How much I had separated from what I desired in life to please my family. I made a promise to change this immediately. I made a commitment to me. A commitment to nurturing, caring, loving, contributing and being kind with me – both my body and my being. And thus, my journey began.
It wasn’t until I found the tools of Access Consciousness® four years later that I became aware of how much I had been judging myself. All of the work I had done to find “me” hadn’t set me free from the constant judgment I was impelling onto myself. Not to mention all the judgments I was aware of that I was making mine! All the projections and expectations I was still trying to fulfill. Access has provided the tools that have given me the freedom to truly invest in the wealth of my being beyond this reality.
The journey into total consciousness is not for the faint of heart that is for sure! There are layers to uncreate, barriers to destroy, vulnerability to dive into, desires to be fulfilled. The knowing that there will always be more of me on the other side of whatever is changing keeps me choosing and creating more.
Here are a few of the questions I use to continue making deposits into the account of ME. The more of me there is, the more I can be in the world. The more I can be in the world, the more there is to gift and receive.
1. Would you be willing to give up the wrongness of you?
Consciousness includes everything and judges nothing®. Every time we judge, whether it’s ourselves or someone else, that energy stops everything. The flow of creation, the joy of you, the ability to perceive, know, be and receive everything this planet and universe has to offer.
What if there was nothing wrong with you?
Dain asked me this question many years ago and it continues to reverberate in my Universe. Any judgment you take on chips away at the magnificence of you. You are literally withdrawing energy from the account of you.
If there was nothing wrong, what could you enjoy? What could you create? Who would you be?
Give up being wrong. Just stop it. Right now. #nuffsaid
2. Would you be willing to receive the greatness of you?
Giving up being wrong is just the beginning. You also have to be willing to receive how amazing you are! There is only one you in the world. And what you have come here to offer us is unique to you and only you. If you don’t choose it, or be it, the world does not get to have it. And that’s the part that gets me every time. The world doesn’t get to have it.
What the heck is the greatness of you anyway?
Would you be willing to acknowledge the kindness that you be, the generosity of spirit that you have, the capacities with which you can create, the insanity from which you have functioned from?
Any chance you get, take a moment and acknowledge YOU. Receive the magnificence of you as a being. A being that has chosen to be in a body during these changing times. Perceive everything you have ever created, throughout all lives, times and dimensions and receive the magic of YOU.
3. Earth, show me the contribution that I be!
During a recent Energetic Synthesis of Communion, Dain talked about asking the Earth to show us the contribution that we be on this planet.
For those times when you can’t give up being wrong, and you’re not willing to see the greatness of you, would you be willing to allow the Earth to show you the contribution that you truly be?
What would this planet be like if you weren’t here?
Perceive the energy of that and allow it to course through all the molecules of your body. Perceive all of the nature spirits and beings that desire to contribute to you. Lower your barriers, Lower your barriers, Lower your barriers…
Recently, I had a particularly interesting trip to Thailand. I went as part of a Speakers Travel Club. I met some phenomenal creators, developed my speech into new and exciting territory, saw some beautiful sights, danced, laughed, played and created. And then BAM!!!! Shit changed. Dynamically.
I had been aware of demons throughout my entire trip. I was clearing, doing 1-2-3’s and clearing some more. And more. And more. We went to a beautiful temple in the trees. And all I could see were demons everywhere. In the statues, the figurines, the sculptures. More clearing. And more. And more. GEEZ!
An intense back and forth between knowing I was changing something and “thinking” I wanted to die. I message Dain. He says: “Is it you or a demon that wants you to die?”
Well, duh! I’m very cute sometimes…
I choose to get bigger. And more potent. And there are more clearings. More 1-2-3’s…And by the time I leave, there is a thunder storm in Thailand and a cyclone in Australia.
As I look back on this now, I know that if I didn’t have such a deep sense of ME as a being, I may not have survived that trip. I was aware of the lies I was hearing. I knew they were demons who did not want me to continue clearing and creating consciousness. Even in those moments where I did believe them, I still knew…deep inside of me, that I was changing something.
Having the wealth of being can get you through and around some of the stickiest of situations.
When you know you, care for you, honor you and like you, nothing can stop you!
Is now the time?